This page is a chronicle of my discontent. I have created it to externalize my thoughts and reactions to our demise as they are too numerous, chaotic and painful to organize. I could spend every waking moment crafting essays of dissent and analysis, but that would only serve to destroy me, as those who owe us an eternity of their suffering cannot read or reason.

If my thoughts appear here, I don’t have to carry them around in my aching heart while I navigate a path forward as an American and as an artist. Read them. Or don’t. If we think similarly, perhaps seeing that you are not alone may be comforting. If we do not, it is of absolutely no consequence. If it serves to inflame, that is the reader’s failing, not my intent.

  • Perhaps we’ve had this all wrong. Maybe we should be demonstrating against the Democrats. The other side is clearly evil and making no excuses for it. Still the Democrats are doing nothing.

    The magats are still human. They have hopes, fears, cares, non-negotiables that deep in their black hearts they cannot bear to lose. It’s actually the Democrats’ responsibility to know exactly what every last one of those things are and go to work on them.

    This is not about rules. It’s for all the marbles. It’s not going to get ugly. It is. If you’re a Democrat, it’s time for you to get blood on you. It’s time for you to risk going down with the ship, unless you’re lying and you’re too afraid or that the truth is that they have all the power and you have none.

    Shame, right and wrong, the greater good, these are alien concepts. You would be just as effective using these thing to approach the magat problem as you would to approach a cockroach problem.

    Stop jerking us around. Get to work. The sacrifice must be yours. Get the votes. Now. Either that, or stop wasting our time and insulting our intelligence.

  • Push the fight. All political figures must take the fight to them. The “powerless minority” in the House is a dodge. Doing nothing, as they have been doing, is a choice.

    There is no funding compromise possible with ICE. Even laws signed by Orange Hitler are not followed, and there are no consequences. Body cams? No masks? No chemical weapons against protesters? Training!?!?! Totally unenforceable. No. Their finding just needs to be withdrawn permanently. You’re done. Any other decision and you are complicit. Especially democrats.

    No protest ever ended a fascist regime. There is no way to appeal to Congress to “do the right thing.” They will not. Especially Republicans. Do you really think that persistence in protest will get them to “change their minds?”

    The paradox is this. If you say that you are not powerless as long as you are willing to protest and that Republicans and the fascist regime are not all powerful, but then you do nothing to take the fight to them at the highest levels because you “don’t have the votes,” you are saying precisely that the criminal regime is all-powerful.

    Yelling louder will not get through to those complicit. There is no deeper reason in them to reach. You need to starve the tumor. Disrupt their ability function completely and withdraw all funding for any and all unconstitutional behavior. Anything less, and you’re part of the scheme. Case closed.

    Send out the coward.

  • Jeff Van Drew – Remember that name. He’s the NJ rep for Cape May County and Atlantic City area. Fuckin’ asshole. Wants ICE to keep their masks on. Son of a bitch. So typical of his kind. I don’t go down there anymore. That’s who they are.

  • Shutdown. I wonder how many Americans they can kill in two weeks.

    Fund the Redneck Zombie army for two weeks while the negotiations play out? There is no negotiation. His brain is mush. Everything he says is a lie. He just needs to go to jail or the cemetery, whatever is most expedient. Order him another Big Mac. I just know we’re getting close.

  • This is why you don’t surrender yourself to a social media corporation. They can throttle web sites in search results, but there are ways to communicate if you own it yourself. I hate it when I’m right.

    Maybe people will run their own websites again and stop thinking the whole world revolves around short video content and bullshit.

  • This anger and resentment is making me ill. Horrific intrusive thoughts.

    The crowd outside the White House is chanting. “Send out the coward. Send out the coward.”

    There has never been a time when so many people are waiting on one man to die. That’s why everyone keep checking the news. One day, we will read that his black heart stopped and that he’s dead on the floor. He will not be given a grand funeral. Too many will attempt to destroy it. They will be justified.

    All the stormtroopers are on a payroll. Who they are is documented.

    It cannot be impossible to get the high ground. All of this is happening at the street level.

    Colonists defeated the British. This is not impossible. Just a little longer and more people will have far less to lose. Don’t let up.

    I have to stop thinking of this before I hurt myself.

  • Another person has been killed by the US government. Unfortunately he took none of the stormtroopers with him, even though I hear he was carrying a handgun.

    I saw Tim Walz give his pathetic statement on the event. He is now complicit. No National Guard, just more lip service about peaceful protest or some other such nonsense. Now Tim is to blame as much as everyone on the thug patrol.

    I don’t care if you’re afraid of the military being deployed if you respond. News flash, you nancy. We’re there. Now you’re in it. You can’t do nothing. But that’s exactly what you’re doing. Unacceptable. And you wanted to be the Vice President? What hell is wrong with you? Is it that you’re from Minnefuckingsota and not New Jersey or Philadelphia or New York?

    If I hear one more word about “investigation” I’m quite certain that I’ll go completely mad. What is there to investigate? They’re wearing masks. What are you gonna do? Make arrests? Who? You could do that now. That’s why you need to the National Guard. What a limp dick. Not protecting his his state. You wanted this job, asshole, sorry if it’s hard. This is when you need to make the real decisions and get over your fear. This is fucking for real, Tim. Stop fucking around.

    We need to charge the supine Congress while you’re at it. They are allowing this to happen.

    The American way is violence. It’s always been violence. You’d think we’d be ready for this.

    All of this destruction by a crazy old bastard who is probably shitting his pants right now. Just pathetic.

    If nothing is done, it’s already over. There’s no point in preserving the failed nation. Bodies must pile up in the streets. If Walz does nothing because he’s afraid of the real conflict, does he really believe that conditions will ever exist when the conflict will not have to happen? This will not go away. This will not ever go back to normal. That’s all over now.

    Americans all need to acquire guns now. Community groups should be formed to educate people about guns and facilitate their acquisition of firearms, It should be run like drives to collect food for the poor or getting people registered to vote.

    I believe that Orange Hitler should be sentenced to Roman crucifixion. He should be exposed to the elements and the people until what must happen ensues.

    It’s time for the United States to fucking grow up. Stop scrolling, stop smoking pot, stop looking in the fucking mirror. You’re allowing this shit to happen, you dumb assholes. You useless, twisted mess.

  • After all this time, I realize that Democrats are just as complicit. Their cowardice and deliberate inaction makes them just as guilty.

    AOC says that he has committed impeachable offenses. Then why don’t you impeach? Don’t have the votes? Go fucking get them. That’s the job. Sorry if it’s rough. You wanted this power. You’ve been given the office and the power to enrich yourself. Now fucking pay up.

    Watch Jeffries. I knew he was a null set. Now I think he’s a snake.

    Imagine anyone talking about anything except abolishing ICE.

    I’m rooting for the world against the US. I’d be just as much a target, but I just don’t fucking care anymore.

    This weekend, a large portion of Orange Hitler’s base will be encased in 3 inches of ice. Not a half. Not one. Not two. Three. In three inches of ice, everything breaks. No heat. No power. You ain’t going nowhere. No one will come to help them. They will freeze and starve. They voted for the suffering of others. This is the their medicine. I couldn’t care less about them. I’ll be interested to see them bootstrap on this shit. Interested, but not involved. Hope they don’t come looking for money. ‘Cause FEMA won’t have shit for them. Sleep well, you animals.

  • You’re too stupid to be free.

    You voted for this, therefore you owe. You owe the country. The country that by and large subsidizes you.

    What will you do besides take up space and let someone else think for you?

    Have you all called your representative?

    Have you taken up arms?

    Do we have to kill them all ourselves too?


    He’s just a reflection of you, but even you don’t realize that you cannot be president without love in your heart. You didn’t even realize when you benefited from one who had some. You were just too dumb to understand. Now we’re all fucked. Thanks.

    Around here in New York, we knew he was an insufferable loser 40 years ago. Just pathetic. Always was. Only a certain type recognized him as anything else. They were terrible people too.

    A president cannot only be concerned with peace when there is an award at stake. That’s a child’s position.

    It would be noble for you to commit suicide, where everyone can see. The broadcast could be paid for by the masses, who could then have your corpulent remains dismembered and sent to the four corners, where they could represent your principles. After a time, they could be set aflame, certain to burn for forty days and forty nights, like some fucking religious miracle. So commit suicide like a proper chief executive.

    How? Maybe just more cocaine than usual. Maybe just one time, take the stairs instead of the elevator. In the absence of required effort on your part, perhaps you could just stroke out at the podium.

    You could go into hiding, like the real Hitler. That way, you could live out the next 2 months of your natural life offending no one every time you speak or shit your pants again. That would be a tremendous public service for which I’m sure an award could be created. It could be affixed to your grave, which as a condition of your estate’s acceptance of the award must be in a highly accessible place so that it can be desecrated until completely unrecognizable. Of course at that point, you will be completely forgotten, until another member of your regime dies in prison, when you might be mentioned.

  • Orange Hitler isn’t to blame. An untold mass of redneck, emotionally stunted assholes is to blame.

    Orange Hitler isn’t to blame. Congress is to blame. They do nothing.

    Republicans could stop this right now. Right now. Remember that always.

    We need to publish a running list of all of the members of Congress that did nothing and visit the suffering on them that they deserve.

    Stop reading news.

    Nothing that ends in a question mark is news. It’s a hook. Do something else.

    The Black Panthers are back in Philly.

    Guns.

    IEDs.

    I didn’t do this. You did this. Can’t stop it now.

    Peaceful demonstration only gets like-minded people together. Protest must not be peaceful. It doesn’t have to be violent, but it must not be peaceful. It must be as disruptive as possible.

  • In Nighthawks, a 1981 film written by David Shaber about a terrorist in New York City, the character of Inspector Peter Hartman, who is leading the American counter-terrorism team delivers a trusim:

    “To combat violence, you need greater violence. To defeat a violent people, you have to react in a given situation with ruthless, cold-blooded violence as well.”

    I can’t stop thinking about it.

    Since there is no law, no justice, no rights and no constitution, any time I come near this site, I feel compelled to give some manifesto or to offer some solution. I actually feel as if I need to devise a solution of some sort, as if there’s something that I personally haven’t thought of yet.

    But I don’t think I can do that.

    It only took one psychopath to shoot that woman in the face. There must be a few more who would shoot in the right direction.

    If 250 years is truly being dismantled, how could it possibly be by a guy who shits his pants on the regular?

    Will the US really be destroyed by cowards? Not the ones in power. Not just them.