This page is a chronicle of my discontent. I have created it to externalize my thoughts and reactions to our demise as they are too numerous, chaotic and painful to organize. I could spend every waking moment crafting essays of dissent and analysis, but that would only serve to destroy me, as those who owe us an eternity of their suffering cannot read or reason.

If my thoughts appear here, I don’t have to carry them around in my aching heart while I navigate a path forward as an American and as an artist. Read them. Or don’t. If we think similarly, perhaps seeing that you are not alone may be comforting. If we do not, it is of absolutely no consequence. If it serves to inflame, that is the reader’s failing, not my intent.

  • Orange Hitler isn’t to blame. An untold mass of redneck, emotionally stunted assholes is to blame.

    Orange Hitler isn’t to blame. Congress is to blame. They do nothing.

    Republicans could stop this right now. Right now. Remember that always.

    We need to publish a running list of all of the members of Congress that did nothing and visit the suffering on them that they deserve.

    Stop reading news.

    Nothing that ends in a question mark is news. It’s a hook. Do something else.

    The Black Panthers are back in Philly.

    Guns.

    IEDs.

    I didn’t do this. You did this. Can’t stop it now.

    Peaceful demonstration only gets like-minded people together. Protest must not be peaceful. It doesn’t have to be violent, but it must not be peaceful. It must be as disruptive as possible.

  • In Nighthawks, a 1981 film written by David Shaber about a terrorist in New York City, the character of Inspector Peter Hartman, who is leading the American counter-terrorism team delivers a trusim:

    “To combat violence, you need greater violence. To defeat a violent people, you have to react in a given situation with ruthless, cold-blooded violence as well.”

    I can’t stop thinking about it.

    Since there is no law, no justice, no rights and no constitution, any time I come near this site, I feel compelled to give some manifesto or to offer some solution. I actually feel as if I need to devise a solution of some sort, as if there’s something that I personally haven’t thought of yet.

    But I don’t think I can do that.

    It only took one psychopath to shoot that woman in the face. There must be a few more who would shoot in the right direction.

    If 250 years is truly being dismantled, how could it possibly be by a guy who shits his pants on the regular?

    Will the US really be destroyed by cowards? Not the ones in power. Not just them.